When I get honest, I admit I am a bundle of paradoxes.
I believe and I doubt,
I hope and get discouraged,
I love and I hate,
I feel bad about feeling good,
and feel guilty about not feeling guilty.
I am trusting and suspicious.
I am honest and I still play games.
Aristotle said I am a rationale animal;
I say I am an angel with an incredible capacity for beer.
To live by grace means to acknowledge my whole life story,
the light side and the dark.
In admitting my shadow side I learn who I am and what God's grace means.
As Thomas Merton put it, "A saint is not someone who is good but who experiences the goodness of God."
- Brennan Manning